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What Is Happening?
I wonder to myself every now and then,
pondering why a certain special someone
is no where to be found.
It's like she is lost, no number to call,
there once was one, but the phone is empty
when I call to get the operator's message.
Not knowing nothing that has happened,
being left to think about the past,
the memories and the love.
Even though we never met, no matter,
we shared something close forever
and truly beautiful.
When two people form this special bond,
a tie very special and interesting,
but now it's gone, never forever.
We will always be friends and still,
wondering why she left me with my thoughts
and left me stranded.
Maybe it's not her fault or maybe it is,
I'm not so sure which scares me
as my heart aches.
I just want to be her friend,
to have that friendship we always promised
and to cherish each other again.
It has been quite some time since we last spoke,
thinking, did she forget me
as I write to her to find no replies.
Her life changed drastically, as mine has,
separating us from each other with
an impassable wall.
It hurts to think about her with nothing new to know,
to wonder when or if she will ever write
once again.
To say "hi" to her dear friend that she lost,
from a dear friend I lost, knowing
this will be wonderous.
Knowing how great it will be,
to see a glittering email from her to me
in my old email box where she first found me.
To once again be friends and share our days
all over again.
© Copyright 1999 Kenneth Jp Drysdale